Tired tired tired

Zahra much better today. No more crankiness, alhamdulillah. But now mommy pulak yang cranky sebab penat sangat. Dah dua malam she poops at 3am while feeding. Normally kalau dia berak pun, during sleeping I tak sedar, so tunggu pagi je la basuh. But these nights, during I was about to pump la, to feed her la..so macam tak sampai hati nak paksa dia tidur without clean it first. After cleaning + feeding it's already almost 5. And the thing is, her poop and fart stink! Like seriously. Tak pernah busuk macam tu ok. In fact I had to change her pant as well even though tak kena kat seluar, but the bau melekat! Punya la kawwww. For the first time jugak I had to hold my breath when I clean her ha ha ha

My babysitter cakap it's normal for breastfed baby, because it's depending on what mommy eat. Hmmmm makan apa yer smalam? Makan udang sambal ngan kangkung goreng. Busuk ke?

Oh ya..just a rant here.. I am so tired that my muscle rasa sengal2 macam nak demam tu. Otak pun macam active separuh je..