Saturday, January 16, 2010

I miss my baby :(

As I mentioned before, Zahra is admitted in TMC due to jaundice. However I wasn't so worried before because they said it will only take 1 night. So I was really expecting her today when MrComot went to the hospital to send the breastmilk, but hubby came back later only to tell me that doctor want to keep her another night!

I was like, what?

Apparently the reading already went down (borderline is 150 and Zahra's at 120) but the paed said it is safe to keep the reading below 100, so they want to put her under that freaking phototherapy for another night and monitor her. I know the paed meant well and I trust them but I can't help it, feeling pissed off and so angry. I want my baby!!

I miss her so much sob sob..

Pics taken by MrComot when he went there

To make thing worse, I didn't go to he hospital with MrComot so I didn't get to smooch her and tell her everything's going to be alright. MrComot said he told Zahra 'mommy misses you' but it's not enough *cried*

I even had a dream this evening where MrComot bring back Zahra and she's already a toddler, can walk somemore! It's like I missed a whole chapter of her life.


God, I really hope that she'll be discharged tomorrow morning :(
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10 comments:

  1. UnknownJanuary 17, 2010 at 9:59 AM

    Salam,

    naper depa letak Zahra terlentang? abih posture dia.

    Ewan dulu meniarap, so kalau muntah, senang kluar dan tak masuk balik. colic pun kurang...

    baby lagi selesa terlentang. dia rasa mcm dlm pewot.

    tapi takpalah, badan baby baru kluar pewot ni fleksibel... no hal lah! :D

    anyway, sabaq Aan. jgn ikutkan sgt perasaan marah tu, nnt meroyan. keep yourself bz dgn pam susu utk Zahra byk-byk tau~

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  2. Aan AndesJanuary 17, 2010 at 10:29 AM

    Me x sure la tatty, tapi 2nd day dia meniarap. takpe nnt discharge me urut2 dia bagi straight. now baru me paham perasaan ibu away from her child hehe. me dah start pump :D

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  3. m@Ri@January 17, 2010 at 4:12 PM

    aan - bg minum susu ibu banyak2 k..insyaALLAH zahra will be ok..mcm maria pn jemur aqil kat cahaya matahari letak die terlentang sbb nurse srh buat mcm tu..nnt zahra balik urut2 k..insyaALLAH posture die akan ok balik..;)

    p/s:slmt menjadi ibu aan..

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  4. mar!ahaf!zJanuary 18, 2010 at 8:59 AM

    me aritu, nurse lambat bagi baby dkt me, me dah resah giler.. cos i heard her.. she was crying from the other room but noone send her to me.. geraaam sgt.. if nobody wants to comfort her, let her be with me la kan.. apa ntah derang tu..

    but in ur case, lg shian.. papepun hrp zahra leh balik soon..

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  5. zleeJanuary 18, 2010 at 11:59 AM

    huhu.. wpun tak melaluinya lagi.. i can imagine rindu tu... I kalau tak jupe niece bbrapa ari pun dah rindu, apatah lg ur own baby baru lahir...Hope she gets well soon :-) Take care mommy + Zahra :*

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  6. ShaniJanuary 18, 2010 at 1:06 PM

    daling~ baby zahra dah keluar hospital ke belum?

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  7. beeJanuary 18, 2010 at 1:42 PM

    bagus la Shani ni, me baru nk tanya the same Q :)
    lalink, baby dah ngn mommy nye ke belom? and macik comel ada kat sini smpi bila?

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  8. ||alis||January 19, 2010 at 11:05 AM

    salam aan..

    tahniah ya.. dah selamat bersalin.

    alis pon dulu kuning n agak lama gak dok spital (siap kena masuk darah lagi). dulu asal pagi2 jer kena jemur. tapi nowdays taktau la baby kuning nih bagus atau tak dijemur direct ke matahari, sebab matahari 1982 90% dah tak sama ngan matahari 2010...

    any, Zahra bayi yg sihat n chubby la amat! kening dia macam dilukis2 :P tahniah jugak sebab bersalin normal :).

    take care of urself and zahra ya :)

    xoxo
    alis

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  9. Aan AndesJanuary 19, 2010 at 2:51 PM

    m@ri@,
    Thanks..selamat menjadi ibu to both of us ;)

    mariahafiz,
    Tu la kan..rasa geram dia lain. Mcm manala nk tinggal kt pengasuh nnt :(

    Azleena,
    Heee..I know u feel me sbb u r a very lovin auntie :D

    Shani n Bee,
    Both ok n ada kt umah, datanglah.. makcik comel ada sebulan kut hehe

    Alis,
    Thanks..tu la..matahari x sama tapi me jemur jugak before tu. Maybe not enough kut. Hehe semua org mention about the kening, kita tunggu dan lihat bila besar mcm mana ok

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